These past 2 weeks have been particularly hard for me. Somehow. It's not so much abt the retaining thing mann, I felt as tho I was going nuts. (Still an insomniac by the way..) Even questioned my very existence. No, I'm not suicidal in case you were wondering.

I made a choice by choosing to cut myself off from the rest of the world before I ended up hurting you guys. Still I'm gonna say this:

To anyone I've hurt during this period of time, I AM SORRY.

But now I guess I found myself - once more - after days and days of reflection. There will still be times when I become emo again, but at least I know you're here with me. I'm ready to put all the unhappiness and discontentment behind me now.

I'm back, babes, I'm back. ;DD

As quoted before:

"When I am down and, oh my soul, so weary;
When troubles come and my heart burdened be;
Then, I am still and wait here in the silence,
Until you come and sit awhile with me."