I feel..

the pang of loneliness
the stillness of the warm night
the diminishing of a flame
so aptly named - hope

I feel..

that hope can be a self-denied portrayal of optimism
that slightest sound from one can mean the whole world to another
that love is but another cruel form of human torture born of human emotions
oh the irony, oh the irony.

I feel the sheer hurting of "despair".

I'm..

Thinking,
Wondering,
Pondering.

Thinking of who?
Wondering abt when?
Pondering abt what?

You're right. Maybe "endure" is indeed the correct word to use.

Is it a sign to end it - to end it all?

On lighter note,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY VANVAN!!
and HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIAYI!! (12 Feb)

Quote Of The Day, baby:

"They always say time changes things, but you actually have to change them yourself."