So many unpleasant things have happened. The 2 weeks have been tirin' and difficult to cope with at times.

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I love you, T30, I really do.

But somehow I just feel so "extra" goin' back nowadays.. I dunno why too. Maybe I should just stop droppin' by to see you guys. I probably will never fit in again, no matter how hard I try. I'd just disturb you guys anyways. Some things just gotta go, eh? So it'll be me. But not our memories okays!(:
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Well, I've never tot that I could do some things on my own, take matters into my own hands? But I did. And so far everything has turned out to be pretty okay. Great! Haha. Thank you all for being there for me when I ranted my head off.

Guess I can safely say: they're all behind me now.

This week is gonna be a new week! A fresh beginning of opportunities again!
Who knows what other opportunities I've allowed to slip thru my fingers when I was blinded by my own self-pity and unnecessary "grief".

Have so many many posts to update, like Mingming's bdae, Tanu's farewell dinner and so many other random shots I wanna post up. (But where-the-dude is the friggin' cable..?!)

I'm almost all grounded now, just stayin' at home and in sch to avoid trouble. Angered Mum pretty bad with me smart-aleck I-sneaked-out-w/o-tellin'-you-so-you-won't-know-that-I'm-out!-move.. With the comin' of nightstudy, I ain't gonna have the time nor the opportunity to go out anyways. Besides, gotta get on with me trainin' too..

Really, really, really, really pleased with the openin' of Uniqlo at ionOrchard! Yayyy now we know that there's something we can afford for in that mega shoppin' mall, Peiyi!!! The crowd was simply amazing mann, and the slashed prices were even BETTER!
I couldn't decide - for the life of me - whether I should get the $49.90 discounted jeans in Uniqlo or the 29 buck jeans in Giordano. So I tot I'd ask Kou's friend.

And to my horror, she doesn't shop for the life of herrr. Amazing! I've never tot that I could find a 22-yr-old like her. She really is the perfect gal for Kou. *evil grins*
That aside, I raised my confusion..

..and finally came to the UBER-WISE decision that I would get the 29-buck jeans and take good care of it. Cool, eh? HAHA. Kou says jeans no matter the price, generally last long. Brilliant!

I wonder if I should, once again, start up the オパレーション・セーブ・お金! which is literally: "Operation Save Money!" word-for-word. (Just tot it'll sound weird as "お金を貯めるの作用!" which roughly translates to "The Operation of Saving Money (in a bank)" xP). This tot occurred to me after I drew a lil' money from my bank acc and to my acute horror, found that the digit "6" in front of a 3-figured sum has somehow dropped to a "2" in like, the last one/two month(s)? And I didn't draw any money for like, the longest time mann.. BIG SIGH. Have so many things I wanna get.. Oh goodness why are my desires so plentiful...

On a side note,

Imma be ME, and no one else. Andrew Matthews said before to "never stop your life for anyone." Imma be the me and I always am becoz I'm happy this way, to live my life that way I like it, and to not have to be bound by anyone's restriction or expectations. I hate it when ppl restrict me and I hate it when I've to do something just to prove something to someone else or simply just coz I've to make someone happy. Mum always says there's no point in me just pleasin' her. Ultimately parents just want us to be comfortable and happy. However over the years I've come to know (and I'm sure some of you might have, too) that even if I'm happy, but I dun make her cut, I'd be screwed too. Ohwells. "Life's like that." Imma just have to work around it and to create simple joys amidst the unpleasantness. Sorta like "苦中作乐" kinda thing. I dun have to like 'em expectations, but I can learn to like the things I do to meet 'em. And I can enjoy my environment no matter where I am too(:

And on another random note:

MUM WANTS TO RUN THE 5 KM EVENT IN THE STAN-CHART MARATHON THIS YEAR. ZOMGGG!!!!!!!

BTW UP! IS A FREAKIN' GOOD MOVIE!! EVERYONE SHOULD WATCH IT!! It isn't some retarded show I tot it'd be. IT'S FREAKIN' GOOD!!
Quotes From The Pastttt, baby:

Me: *points to Jonathon's uber-long nails* WITCH!!
Jon: *looks* Guitar players have their nails long.
Me: Oh you play the guitar?
Jon: Err no I dun.
Me: WITCH!!

Me: *pretends to cry*
Quin: Who bullied you, you tell me..
Me: *looks up..*
Quin: ..I MUST GO AND THANK THAT PERSON MANN!!
Me: What?!

Me: Are we the last class?
Mr B: Yes - one word.
Arielle: Is there anything nice you can say to us?
Mr B: *pauses* Oh, some of you have nice handwritin'.
Me: That kinda hurt twice over.

Question in Chem Midyr paper: "State the end-point colour change when starch solution is used as the indicator for the reaction between iodine and sodium thiosulphate."
Nadiah's Answer: There will be no colour change.
Quin: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Mr H: After I come to this class, I go back to the staffroom to take panadol.
Everyone: HAHAHAHAHA!!

Quin: It's not I dunno math, it's math dunno me.

Ms W: What's the plural of Aid?
Everyone: Aid.
Ms W: Yes, it's aid okay, I've seen ppl put aids!
Terence: *dramatically* Help..I need aids...
Everyone: HAHAHAHAHA!!!!