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posted : Friday, September 17, 2010
I Forgive You

I never thought that I could reach this stage, this stage of forgiveness.

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I forgive you.

And I've stopped hatin' you, for ignorin' my msgs.
I've stopped hatin' you, for goin' offline when I said Hi on msn.
I've stopped hatin' the rapper you like the most.
I've stopped hatin' the football club you support.
I've stopped hatin' the colour-combi red, yellow and white coz it's the Organisation you belong to.
I've stopped hatin' the song you like most, altho I must admit it still makes me feel a lil', lil' bit uncomfortable.
I've stopped hatin' you, for goin' away - forever.

I forgive you.
For leavin' me behind in my own sorrow and self-pity.

It's sad that we can never be friends, but thank you. Thank you all the same, for comin' into my life, however briefly that was.
Thank you for showin' me how beautiful "Love" can be, how it can give me happiness and enhance my life, even if it was well, one-sided.

With that, Mr. "Slim Shady", I lay this tiny unhappiness to rest.

Farewell to our memories and good luck in your future endeavors.
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Yes, this is random. Yes, I've taken such a long time for this. But here I am, here I am now. I dunno why I took so long too, actually. I just decided to forgive him on one random Saturday evening, during Religious Class.

Yes, this is final. Yes, although he did affect the way I look at "Love" - and guys - now I feel like I can finally love another person wholeheartedly again.

Yes, forgiveness brings with it a very, very satisfyin' sense of liberation indeed.

AND..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAH BADASS BRO! LOVE YOU MUCH, YES(:

Shall end this with Mr. "Slim Shady" 's favourite song.

Quote Of The Day, baby:

My Chemical Romance~ I Don't Love You (how apt, right? xD)
Well, when you go
Don't ever think I'll make you try to stay
And maybe when you get back
I'll be off to find another way

And after all this time that you still owe
You're still the good-for-nothing I don't know
So take your gloves and get out
Better get out
While you can

When you go
Would you even turn to say
"I don't love you
Like I did
Yesterday"

Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
But baby when they knock you
Down and out
It's where you oughta stay

And after all the blood that you still owe
Another dollar's just another blow
So fix your eyes and get up
Better get up
While you can
Whoa, whooa

When you go
Would you even turn to say
"I don't love you
Like I did
Yesterday"

Well come on, come on

When you go
Would you have the guts to say
"I don't love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday"

I don't love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday

I don't love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday