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posted : Friday, September 17, 2010
I Forgive You
I never thought that I could reach this stage, this stage of forgiveness. --- I forgive you. And I've stopped hatin' you, for ignorin' my msgs. I've stopped hatin' you, for goin' offline when I said Hi on msn. I've stopped hatin' the rapper you like the most. I've stopped hatin' the football club you support. I've stopped hatin' the colour-combi red, yellow and white coz it's the Organisation you belong to. I've stopped hatin' the song you like most, altho I must admit it still makes me feel a lil', lil' bit uncomfortable. I've stopped hatin' you, for goin' away - forever. I forgive you. For leavin' me behind in my own sorrow and self-pity. It's sad that we can never be friends, but thank you. Thank you all the same, for comin' into my life, however briefly that was. Thank you for showin' me how beautiful "Love" can be, how it can give me happiness and enhance my life, even if it was well, one-sided. With that, Mr. "Slim Shady", I lay this tiny unhappiness to rest. Farewell to our memories and good luck in your future endeavors. --- Yes, this is random. Yes, I've taken such a long time for this. But here I am, here I am now. I dunno why I took so long too, actually. I just decided to forgive him on one random Saturday evening, during Religious Class. Yes, this is final. Yes, although he did affect the way I look at "Love" - and guys - now I feel like I can finally love another person wholeheartedly again. Yes, forgiveness brings with it a very, very satisfyin' sense of liberation indeed. AND..
Shall end this with Mr. "Slim Shady" 's favourite song. Quote Of The Day, baby: My Chemical Romance~ I Don't Love You (how apt, right? xD) Well, when you go Don't ever think I'll make you try to stay And maybe when you get back I'll be off to find another way And after all this time that you still owe You're still the good-for-nothing I don't know So take your gloves and get out Better get out While you can When you go Would you even turn to say "I don't love you Like I did Yesterday" Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading So sick and tired of all the needless beating But baby when they knock you Down and out It's where you oughta stay And after all the blood that you still owe Another dollar's just another blow So fix your eyes and get up Better get up While you can Whoa, whooa When you go Would you even turn to say "I don't love you Like I did Yesterday" Well come on, come on When you go Would you have the guts to say "I don't love you Like I loved you Yesterday" I don't love you Like I loved you Yesterday I don't love you Like I loved you Yesterday |